Fast livin' got me trapped in this street game
Before i die i hope i have a chance to make a change

I'm at the time in my life when a nigga ready to change
I'll be dead or in jail if I don't shake this thang
feel like I'm trapped in a prison slowly waiting to die
it's getting harder for my people yet we don't know why
they cuttin sistas off welfare these kids can't eat
and it's the children like thuggish minds turned out by the street
I couldn't see it while I was outside slangin my rocks
servin' death to my people, commitin the ultimate evil
robbin' and killin' my own kind, Lord forgive me
blinded by this life of crime, God somebody hear me
since the death of my momma, my life is filled with drama
lost both of my kids, punished for what dirt that I did
I can't bring em back, so I get high to forget
all the mistakes that I made, that time won't let me erase
I keep my head up high, but I'm stuck in this game
Steady checkin' myself, God help me to change

So many days I can't stop myself
From fighting this monster that eats me alive
So many times I've fought and I've tried
To live for a moment without fearing my mind
I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
The balance to life has been skewered so violent
I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence

So despondent and so somber, so frail
So scared to begin for the fear I will fail
I'm alone in this pattern and I can't call for grace
I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
I fear for my mind more than I fear for life
The one thing worth saving is the love I deny
For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent
The control for some peace and freedom from this torment

There's no one to save me and I can't save myself
I would give my whole being for some kind of help
But no one can stop this god damn monster so great
All hope is now lost and it's too late
I numb to forget, to quiet the noise
I'm deafened by silence, I can't live with myself
I numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
That I could've been someone without any regret

You lying man who tells a tale
Of flawless love and peace of mind,
Of parting seas and curing blind
Your lies my faith, there's no remorse
You spin your tale with brutal force
Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
I ran from life, I erased my faith
I am so blind
And seeing eyes are not the kind

Somebody That I Used To Know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know ?

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Somebody (I used to know)
(Somebody) Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Somebody (I used to know)
(Somebody) Now you're just somebody that I used to know
I used to know, that I used to know, I used to know somebody

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

She said I feel dead inside.
I said get inside.
Let me drive you to suicide.
These voice in my head
how they get inside?
These feelings I can't hide.
Let's take a murder, right?

Neptáš, se neptáš,
neodpovím.
Zeptáš se, zeptáš,
já to nevím.

Studna je plná čistý vody,
stěny jsou hladký
a žádný schody.

Jenom to slovo,
co pomůže ven,
jediný slovo
a na suchou zem.

Čekám a doufám
a voda stoupá.
Možná jsem byla
jen trochu hloupá.

Odnikud nikam padaj slova,
hledám v nich smysl,
zkouším znova.
Najít co právě, vypadnout mělo,
aby se všechno už vyřešilo.

A pak je tu ráno,
slunce a den.
Se slovem na retch vylezu ven.
Nech si svý rady a poučení,
vím, nejhorší smrt je z vyděšení.

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Timbs and black hoodies
God'll prob'ly have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin' my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies, loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wish she got a fuckin' abortion

Jseš dívka odjezdu
voníš cestou
jseš vlak, letadlo, loď a vítr
Přijelas a odjedeš
Prožili jsme spolu malé requiem
Listí padalo, slunce oslepovalo
a město to tiše hlídalo

Tehdy jsem se nemohl a ani nechtěl
s nikým domluvit
Byl jsem tak hluboko
A ty jsi kráčela
pohazovala hlavou a bravurně telefonovala
Asi jsi tam v těch ulicích měla křídla

křídla s úsměvem
Jak by bylo krásné tam položit tvář
Ale jsi dívka odjezdu

Prožili jsme spolu malé requiem
Až tady nebudeš
budu se vracet k těm tónům
k těm podivným harmoniím,
které padaly stejně jako tanec listu
Doufal jsem, že nebudu žít requiem
že ani nestihnu zapálit svíčku na svým vlastním hrobě
ne – ne – nestihnu
Ale zapálím jí tobě
Na tvý další svatbě
Ve tvým příštím městě
Ve tvým dalším telefonu
Ve tvým příštím requiem
Ve tvým příštím odjezdu

Začal jsem pít na dluh
všude kde to šlo
Dluhy se vznášely kolem mojí hlavy jako mouchy
a jako mouchy znamenaly a jako mouchy bzučely
Ale řekni mi:
co jsou dluhy proti tvým křídlům?
Proti tomu jak pohodíš hlavou?
Proti tomu jak odjedeš?
Proti tomu jak mi nerozumíš,
když se zmůžu něco říct před půlnocí ve zmrzlým metru
a ty řekneš: "Co?"
Pak přijede vlak.

Vždycky se najde nějakej snaživej blbec,
kterej ten vlak dokočíruje zrovna tam, kam nemá.

A ty asi odjedeš.
Pohodíš hlavou, usměješ se někam do země
a asi fakt normálně odjedeš.
Jseš dívka odjezdu.

Budu stát a křičet
Budu tě hledat
Budu se dívat
Pak si někde sednu a budu pít na dluh.
Ale jen tak, jen tak...
nebudou v tom pouta ani závaží.
Budu se koukat rovně a říkat si:
"Hej, mladej, ona fakt odjela."
A budu lapat tóny requiem.

Možná si pak dám jednu pěstí do brady
pučim si další peníze
a bez mluvení, bez domluvy,
ale s pohledem rovně
si koupím od nějakýho bezvýznamnýho obchodníka
se zaplaceným sociálním pojištěním
auto.
Pomalu se do něj posadím
nastartuju a rozjedu tu kovovou klec.
Možná si budu i pískat
Až se pořítím z města budu si pískat
píseň dívky odjezdu.
Krajina kolem se asi bude měnit
Možná okna toho auta zahalí tvoje křídla
Možná ne – to by bylo příliš snadné.

"Jak to skončí?" "Co?"

Skončí to někde v nějakým městě
na zbytečným rockovým koncertě
kde bude vidět na hudebnících jejich nuda a úpornost.
V koutě.
Plnej špatnýho piva a špatnejch myšlenek
začnu si pískat naše requiem
Vyjdu ven před ten úžasnej klub
plnej sprejovejch nesmyslů
a aniž bych mrknul na svý unavený auto
odejdu na nádraží

A to bude můj odjezd.
Budu myslet na tebe
na tebe ve vlaku, v letadle, na lodi, ve větru
Budu přemýšlet, kde se navečeřím
jestli si nenatrhám zmrzlou kukuřici pro prasata
Budu snít o tom
jak by to bylo
kdybych položil svou tvář na dech tvých křídel.
Budu v rachotícím smradu vlaku
a začnu zpívat
začnu zpívat:
Byla to dívka odjezdu
Byla to dívka odjezdu
Byla to dívka odjezdu.

Someone diggin' in my head
Someone foolin' up my bed
Is it rapture that he wants
Is it capture that I sought
God be willing
God be true
God be thrilling
God be you
I want money in my bank
Gasoline in my tank
Can you give me what I need
I'm breakin' bitches
For the seed

Would you die, die for me
Into the sea into the sea
Would you die for me, baby?

I ain't winnin', not yet dead
You can't starve me I'm unfed
You look pretty when you need
I like nicer when I feed
God be willing
God me true
Fuck my conscience
God be you
Would you die, die for me
Into the sea into the sea
Would you die for me, baby?

NOSTALGHIA - God Be You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TfFLaO1ZeM

Hudba: Vítěslav Hádl, Text: Vladimír Sís
Znám jen chvíli.
Zpívá: Jaromír Hanzlík, Dagmar Veškrnová

Přivolávám čas
Pro váš štíhlý pas
Á, krása ozdoby
Až se přizdobí

Láskou

Přivolávám stín
Pro bílý jasmín
Tajná pohoří
Až se rozhoří

Láskou

Znám jen chvíli, která bývala
Vrátil jsem se, láska čekala

Znám jen chvíli, hvězdných znamení
Víc než jantar, klamných mámení

Snění na mraku,
zázrak záraků
Rána opilá
věčnou žísní z ráje

Znám jen chvíli, která bývala
Splývá ten čas, láska čekala
Znám jen chvíli, hvězdných znamení
Víc než jantar, klamných mámení

Věčnou touhou z ráje

Pojď
a přikryj touhu svou, dedvábnou kůží

Kůži z hranostaje

Videoklip

Pack it up
(Spin with contented vision)
Back it out
(Put it back in its place)
fade for a while my black eyes colorize

Skinny Puppy
Cullorblind Lyrics

Whispered something in your ear
It was a perverted thing to say
But I said it anyway
Made you smile & look away

Nothing's gonna hurt you baby
As long as you're with me you'll be just fine
Nothing's gonna hurt you baby
Nothing's gonna take you from my side

When we dance in my living room
To that silly 90's R&B
When we have a drink or three
Always ends in a hazy shower scene

Nothing's gonna hurt you baby
As long as you're with me you'll be just fine
Nothing's gonna hurt you baby
Nothing's gonna take you from my side

When we laugh into the microphone & sing
With our sunglasses on to our favorite songs

When we're laughing in the microphone & singing
With our sunglasees on to our favorite songs

"Distant Dreamer"

Although you think I cope
My head is filled with hope
Of some place other than here
Although you think I smile
Inside and all the while
I'm wondering about my destiny

I'm thinking about
All the things
I'd like to do
In my life

I'm a dreamer
A distant dreamer
Dreaming far away from today

Even when you see me frown
My heart won't let me down
Because I know there's better things to come
And when life gets tough
And I feel I've had enough
I hold on to a distant star

I'm thinking about
All the things
I'd like to do
In my life

I'm a dreamer
A distant dreamer
Dreaming far away from today
I'm a dreamer
A distant dreamer
Dreaming far away from today
Yeah I'm a dreamer

Hubu Ti zavírá
když chceš říct,
že se ti nelíbí.
Máš rád to svý
a to tě stojí okovy na zápěstích.
Už je tam máš!
Zaklapnutý!
Rukama!
Co budou pořád volný.
Jsme zatlučeni do země,
kde nás temnem dáví.
Nevylezeš!

I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You'll come apart and you'll go blind
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what's not there.

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew

A stranger's light comes on slowly
A stranger's heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew
I think it's strange you never knew

Nauč se svý bližní milovat
Možná by to stálo,
stálo by to za pokus
V hlavách nám všem hoří hranice
A každej štěká
- štěká jako pes
Homo homini,
homo homini lupus

- jako prázdný dům
srdce z kamene je jako prázdný dům

Nauč se svý bližní milovat
V rukou máš chleba,
chleba a hůl
Otevři dveře a prostři stůl
Každému co jeho,
každému co jeho jest
Homo homini,
homo homini lupus

- jako prázdný dům
srdce z kamene je jako prázdný dům

Štěkáme jak psi
Vrčíme jak psi
Hlídáme jak psi
si svý starý kosti
Štěkáme jak psi
Vrčíme jak psi
Takoví jsme ve svý ubohosti
Zkus se naučit milovat svý bližní

Homo homini lupus, homo homini lupus ....

I've tried to hold what I can
You should see these scars that are on my hands

Letting go is never easy to do
Everyday's a new door that we all must go through
I've learned so much, you're never gone, my friend.
I know we'll meet the same shining end.

Forget the who, the what, the when, the where, the why
Did you love something with all of your might?

Sometimes it's death that sets us free
To ask for more, well it feels obscene

But what we had we will always have
I'm not afraid because I know that it was pure
And stands forevermore.

Forget the who, the what, the when, the where, the why
Deep down inside I know I tried
Did you love something with all of your might?

What's done is done the night takes everyone

As the shadows fall over town
And the sun sinks in the sea
All the wonder of what will wait
Is a whirlwind in me
Is the grass under the moon
Still growing and green?
When the sky begins to fall
Will love stand by me?
Are our fathers forever still?
Will our mothers only weep?
Does the dream of yesterday
Come true from a prayer on our knees?

You told me to "give everything" and now you're tired?
Then let's get loud and go out with open fire
Or make it intimate, hold you close with piano wire
I'll get so ugly that you'll see the best of you that I've admired

As you lose your breath
(but the shadow still remains)
I fucking hate that it hurts
(but the shadow will remain)
I'll shake these walls with your name
(but the shadow will remain)
Give you the loudest fucking echo
(but the shadow will remain)

Don't grieve for your own end before you have finished it
I'm only heading to the ground
I'd rather feel rage than apathy
You know that it breaks me slowly
There's endless promise in this
This being infinite
So take the twisted love for it with understanding
I'm not ready
This will only leave me losing more
When I follow it down
To a place where no one knows what we have done
Bleed out to feel