„Jak já to vidím, může to dopadnout třemi způsoby,“ řekl Miller. „První možnost: najdeme loď ještě v doku, dostaneme léky, co potřebujeme, a třeba přežijem. Druhá možnost: pokusíme se dostat k lodi, cestou narazíme na bandu mafiánských grázlů. Slavně zahyneme v dešti kulek. Třetí možnost: budeme tady sedět a krvácet z očí a ze zadků.“

Ten moment, kdy se ze sf stane noirova existencialni detektivka. Neni to nic noveho, ono Expansion neni zadne prevratne sf, ale konvenuje to. Je to v tom, kde clovek ztratil to, cim byl rad, a promenil se v serii ruzne dravych instinktu, vah, protizavazi vztahu, v ozubena kolecka, ktera mozna zapadnou obcas trosku jinak. Uvazuju uz roky, jak moc je tenhle stav mimo knizky, vyraznou poruchou osubnosti, respektive nauceniu reakci utok-unik-stuhnuti. Vcera jsem se znovu pokousel vyndat hrebik, ze ktereho se vzdycky odroli rez, ale jen proto, aby v rane zacal zas rezavet. Neverte tomu, ze potrebujete tolik zeleza. Ale to je fuck. Radio je naladeny na country a starodavny rokenrolly, a nikde okolo nestoji flaska. To je dobre.

—-


Analytická část jeho mysli, ten slabý, klidný hlas, který si léta pěstoval, ho celou dobu sledovala a teď mu přehrávala všechna rozhodnutí. Vše, co udělal, se v dané chvíli zdálo zcela smysluplné a rozumné. Střelit Koa. Zastřelit ty další tři. Opustit bezpečí úkrytu posádky a zjistit, jak probíhá evakuace. Emocionálně to tehdy vnímal jako potřebnou věc. Až když na to pohlížel zvenčí, došlo mu, jak nebezpečné to bylo. Kdyby něco podobného viděl u někoho jiného – u Mussové,“

„Havelocka, Sematimby do minuty by pochopil, že dotyčný pěkně vykolejil. Jelikož šlo o něj, trvalo mu to pochopení déle. Ale Holden měl pravdu. Kdesi během akce sám sebe ztratil.
Rád by si myslel, že za to může nalezení Julie, to, co se stalo s jejím tělem, i vědomí, že ji nemohl zachránit, ale jen proto, že v tom okamžiku šlo o takovou emocionální situaci. Pravda byla, že už jeho předchozí rozhodnutí – opustit Cereru a vydat se na divoký hon za Julií, propít vlastní kariéru, zůstat u policie byť jediný den po tom prvním zabití před lety – teď nějak nedávala smysl, když na ně nahlížel objektivně. Zničil si manželství se ženou, kterou kdysi miloval. Žil až po krk v nejhorším svinstvu, jaké může lidstvo nabídnout. Na vlastní kůži se poučil, že je schopen zabít jinou lidskou bytost. A za celou tu dobu si“

„nemohl říct, že teď, v tuhle chvíli, byl příčetný, a potom, v další chvíli, už nebyl.
Možná se jednalo o kumulativní proces, jako kouření cigaret. Jedna nijak neuškodí. Pět pořád nic moc. Každý cit, který potlačil, každý lidský dotek, který odmítl, každá láska, přátelství nebo chvíle souznění, od nichž se odvrátil, ho o stupínek vzdálily od sebe samého. Až dosud mohl zabíjet lidi beztrestně. Čelit vlastní blížící se smrti s popřením, jež mu umožnilo plánovat a jednat.
Julie v jeho představě naklonila hlavu a naslouchala jeho úvahám. V jeho představě ho objímala a tiskla se tělem k němu, ale víc útěšně než eroticky. Způsobem, který měl spíš uklidňovat. Odpouštět.
Proto po ní tak usilovně pátral. Julie se stala jeho součástí, schopnou lid“

„lidských citů. Symbolem všeho, čím mohl být, kdyby se z něj nestalo tohle. Neměl důvod myslet si, že jeho imaginární Julie má vůbec něco společného se skutečnou ženou. Setkání s ní by znamenalo zklamání pro ně oba.
Musel tomu věřit, právě tak jako všemu, co ho už dříve odřízlo od lásky.“

Citace z knihy
01: Leviatan se probouzí
James S. A. Corey

Nechcete mi nekdo za 9 eur koupit darek?

Signal to Noise: Neil Gaiman, Sierra Hahn, Dave McKean: 9781593077525: Amazon.com: Books
https://www.amazon.com/...Gaiman/dp/1593077521/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1208779955&sr=8-1

[krizkovskeho 262/1, 712 00, Ostrava - Muglinov
00420 721 007 507 ]

^__ explicitnej to uz neslo ____
v
dekuji

DIOD --- --- 9:21:37 16.4.2008
Ticho v této zatuchlé špeluňce lze vysvětlit jediným způsobem; Slovensko už nějakou dobu neexistuje. A vida, nikdo z komentátorů mezinárodní politické scény si toho ani nevšiml...

[oddtailto: [ Cechy - pobielohorská agónia, smútok v očiach murínov ] ]

BRIAN JONESTOWN MASSACRE - DETKA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtB6KS1sATQ



text si asi date sami ;]

Ordo Equilibrio - Phosphorus Ascending - Anthem Of Venus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqohrpN5F54


Phosphorus Ascending / Anthem of Venus
Ordo Equilibrio
----
Behold the snake consume it's tail
Convergence in design entailed
Serpent on the course of scales
Infinity will yet prevail
Creation spawns from stone and tree
Destruction sorts and oversees
Renewal sees rebirth to be
As life withstands in trinity
Among the trees beneath the sea
The serpent reigns incessantly
The earth reforms and alternates
By way of change we emanate
Creative force of ravage needs
Distinguishes what's ceased to be
In trails of capacity
Life resolves the obsolete
Serpent of perpetuity
Consumes it's tail for life to be



Hedda Gabler
Sol Invictus
----

Sol Invictus - Hedda Gabler [from "Im Blutfeuer" compilation]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFo-udGzwog



[Verse 1]
Hedda Gabler
Had a very funny face
Tired of waiting
Tired of the human race

[Verse 2]
Like her brother
Sitting in the library
Reading how dear Adolph
Was going to save all Germany

[Chorus]
Hedda Gabler
She'll go down in history
Hedda Gabler
Down in all her misery

[Verse 3]
Like her mother
Married to the bank manager
She took the money
Hung him in the closet for fun

[Chorus]
Hedda Gabler
She’ll go down in history
Hedda Gabler
Down in all her misery
Hedda Gabler
She'll go down in history
Hedda Gabler
Down in all her misery

[Skit]
A human being [?]

[Outro]
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler
Sleep, sleep, sleep, Hedda Gabler

ach jo, a touhle to vzdycky zkonci... samo je to cover od stounu, ale tohle je rozhodne lepsi podani. jinak dejte si Beggars Opera a desky okolo, pokud vas zajima vrchol stounu, ty heroinove serenady jsou proste neprekonatelne... dobre... jo, dobre. proste dobre, jako zlo.

Sympathy for the Devil
The Rolling Stones [v nasem pripade Coph Nia]

Sympathy for the Devil
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atuI9-mvjTI




Please allow me to introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
I've been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man's soul to waste
And I was 'round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fate
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game
I stuck around St. Petersburg
When I saw it was a time for a change
Killed the czar and his ministers
Anastasia screamed in vain
I rode a tank
Held a general's rank
When the blitzkrieg raged
And the bodies stank
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name, oh yeah
Ah, what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game, oh yeah
I watched with glee
While your kings and queens
Fought for ten decades
For the gods they made
I shouted out
Who killed the Kennedys?
When after all
It was you and me
Let me please introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
And I laid traps for troubadours
Who get killed before they reached Bombay
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah
But what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game, oh yeah, get down, baby
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah
But what's confusing you
Is just the nature of my game, mm yeah
Just as every cop is a criminal
And all the sinners saints
As heads is tails
Just call me Lucifer
'Cause I'm in need of some restraint
So if you meet me
Have some courtesy
Have some sympathy, and some taste
Use all your well-learned politesse
Or I'll lay your soul to waste, mm yeah
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name, mm yeah
But what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game, mm mean it, get down
Oh yeah, get on down
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
Tell me baby, what's my name
Tell me honey, can ya guess my name
Tell me baby, what's my name
I tell you one time, you're to blame
Oh, right
What's my name
Tell me, baby, what's my name
Tell me, sweetie, what's my name

vim vim, tohle opakuju asi stejne casto jako Hurt v podani Cashe... nasrat, nasrat a retez....

The Sisters of Mercy - Ribbons (Lyrics)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRFHtXjoy3A



Ribbons
The Sisters of Mercy
---
I'm lying on my back now
The stars look all too near
Flowers on the razor wire
I know you're here
We are few
And far between
I was thinking about her skin
Love is a many splintered thing
Don't be afraid now
Just walk on in
(Flowers on the razor wire)
(Walk on in)
Her eyes were cobalt red
Her voice was cobalt blue
I see no purple light
Crashing out of you
So just walk on in
(Flowers on the razor wire)
(Walk on in)
Her lovers queued up in the hallway
I heard them scratching at the door
I tried to tell her
About Marx and Engels, God and Angels
I don't really know what for
But she looked good in ribbons
So just walk on in
She looked good in ribbons
So just walk on in
Tie a red red red red red red ribbon
Love is a many splintered thing
Tie a red red red red ribbon
Don't be afraid
Just walk on in
Just walk on in
(Incoming...)
(Incoming...)
Just walk on in
Just walk on in
Flowers on the razor wire
Just walk on in...
INCOMING!

OVERDRIVE: edimbursti Psi Vojaci, no.... a dame si nejakou klasiku a pak fakt spat, jo?

v tehle kapele jsem vzdycky chtel hrat!!!

ve snech i hral

The Fall - No Bulbs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIZ7AhqflYM



No Bulbs
The Fall
----
I'm hunting and I'm tryna find
A belt in the early morn
When your home is a trash mount
Look all over but you're right out
In need of black strap
No belts in this flat
No belts in this flat
The former tenant was anti-corporal-punish
Meant well, but it came to nothing
A light has just gone out
A bulb has just gone out
No belts in this flat
No bulbs in this flat
In need of white lamp
They say damp records the past
if that's soI've got the biggest library yet
the biggest library yet.

OVERDRIVE: lyrics nesedi, btw ;]

Nick Cave The Bad Seeds Midnight Man live
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_cocmYyRuo


Midnight Man
Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

---
Hold that chrysalis in your palm
See it split and change
It won't do you any harm
It's just trying to rearrange
It was born to live a day
Now it flies up from your hand
It's beautiful
It's the one they call
Your ever-loving man
Wolves have carried your babies away
Oh your kids drip from their teeth
The nights are long and the day
Is bitter cold beyond belief
You spread yourself like a penitent
On the mad vibrating sand
And through your teeth
Arrange to meet
Your midnight man
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around!
Oh baby, don't you see
Everybody wanna be
Your midnight man
Don't disturb me as I sleep
Treat me gentle when I wake
And don't disturb me when I sleep
Even though your body aches
Even though your body aches
To serve at his command
Between the walls
She still adores
Her ever-loving man
Close your eyes, sleep in him
Dream of your lost sons and daughters
Me, I'll raise up the dorsal fin
And glide up and down the waters
I'll glide up and down the waters
Then I'll walk upon the land
And I'll call 'em out
The ones who doubt
Your midnight man
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around!
Don't, did you see
Everybody wanna be
Your midnight man
It's early in the morning
And I don't know what to do
It's early in the morning
And I can't believe it's true
As I lay in the morning
And it's happening again
Well, I called you once, I called you twice
Ain't I your midnight man
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around to my place!
Everybody's coming around!
They want you, they love you, they need you
To be, your midnight man
Everybody's coming here
Everybody's coming here
Everybody's coming here
To be your midnight man
To be your midnight man

Jasne, ze vim, kam tohle posilam... a proc, a pak jdu spat mam dost, vic nez dost, a dosytost

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds- Jubilee Street
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyRFAw5La38


Jubilee Street
Nick Cave
----
On Jubilee street there was a girl named Bee
She had a history, but no past
When they shut her down
the Russians moved in
And I am to scared
And I am to scared to even walk on past
She used to say
All those good people down on Jubilee Street
They ought to practice what they preach
Here they are to practice just what they preach
Those good people on Jubilee Street
And here I come up the hill
I'm pushing my own wheel of love
I got love in my tummy and a tiny little pain
And a ten ton catastrophe on a 60 pound chain
And I'm pushing my wheel of love on Jubilee Streets
I look at them now
The problem was
She had a little black book
And my name was written on every page
Well a girl's gotta make ends meet
Even down Jubilee Street
I was out of place and time,
And over the hill,
And out of my mind
On Jubilee Street
I ought to ṗractice what I preach
These days I go downtown in my tie and tails
I got a foetus on the leash
I am alone now,
I am beyond recriminations
Curtains are shut,
The furniture is gone
I'm transforming
I'm vibrating,
I'm glowing
I'm flying,
Look at me now
I'm flying,
Look at me now

vim ze se opakuju, je to jen playlust, ktery prave hraju

Bob Dylan - Shelter from the Storm (Audio)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gsDBuHwqbM


Shelter from the Storm
Bob Dylan

===

'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood
When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud
I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured
I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word
In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved
Everything up to that point had been left unresolved
Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail
Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail
Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there
With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair
She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost
I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed
Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount
But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts
And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove
And old men with broken teeth stranded without love
Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes
I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose
I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line
Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine
If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm

Patti Smith Pissing In A River
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhDJZm_HyXY


Pissing in a river, watching it rise
Tattoo fingers shy away from me
Voices voices mesmerize
Voices voices beckoning sea
Come come come come back come back
Come back come back come back

Spoke of a wheel, tip of a spoon
Mouth of a cave, I'm a slave I'm free.
When are you coming ? Hope you come soon
Fingers, fingers encircling thee
Come come come come come come
Come come come come come come for me oh

My bowels are empty, excreting your soul
What more can I give you ? Baby I don't know
What more can I give you to make this thing grow?
Don't turn your back now, I'm talking to you

Should I pursue a path so twisted ?
Should I crawl defeated and gifted ?
Should I go the length of a river
[The royal, the throne, the cry me a river]
Everything I've done, I've done for you
Oh I give my life for you.
Every move I made I move to you,
And I came like a magnet for you now.

What about it, you're gonna leave me,
What about it, you don't need me,
What about it, I can't live without you,
What about it, I never doubted you
What about it ? What about it ?
What about it ? What about it ?

Should I pursue a path so twisted ?
Should I crawl defeated and gifted ?
Should I go the length of a river,
[The royal, the throne, the cry me a river]
What about it, what about it, what about it ?
Oh, I'm pissing in a river.

I'm The Drug
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmdr7Gw_hYo



The Young Gods, I'm The Drug from the album Super Ready/Fragmenté

Now we're waking up
Face to face
We got dreams to share
Lots of love to spare

Gimme a little time
And i'll sing you a song
A lifelong song
And the voice in the river:

oh oh oh, i'm the drug

A readymade
An evidence
A readymade
A message from the brain

If you don't know where to go
Just follow your shadow
Tell it to your brother
And the voice in the river:

oh oh oh, i'm the drug

A readymade
An evidence
A master plan
A message from the brain

OVERDRIVE: sedlo, tak nejak, zrovna jsem na jednu myslel a ono to napise, a zaroven hraje, Patty, kterou neposloucham... se skalpelem, dancing barefoot... jeste chvilku, a bude vsechno ok... jako obvykle, zejo?!



PATTI SMITH - "Dancing barefoot"
from "Waves" (1979)

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[1] She is benediction
She is addicted to thee
She is the root connection
She is connecting with he

Here I go and I don't know why
I fell so ceaselessly
Could it be he's taking over me?

I'm dancing barefoot,
Heading for a spin
Some strange music draws me in
Makes me come on like some heroine

[2] She is sublimation
She is the essence of thee
She is concentrating on
He, who is chosen by she

[3] She is re-creation
She, intoxicated by thee
She has the slow sensation that
He is levitating with she

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Patti Smith - vocals
Jay Dee Daugherty - drums
Lenny Kaye - guitar, vocals
Todd Rundgren - bass guitar
Richard Sohl - piano