why cry of your solitude?
yesterday you blessed it
and you will bless it more tomorrow
as the world around would break in
you just pain-t yourself in black
just painted you in rainbow
in silent twilight there you sat
felt none of itching sorrow.

dost dobry jako

[ PIZMA @ Netradiční šperky ]

Beyond Sensory Experience, a dark ambient project, was formed in 2001 when Drakhon (Drakh from MZ.412, Nordvargr/Drakh etc.) moved to Uppsala, Sweden and joined forces with scientist / artist K. Meizter.

The foundation of Beyond Sensory Experience developed during long intoxicated discussions about the correlation between numbers, music and life. These three areas would serve as the corner stones for the creation of the Beyond Sensory Experience philosophy.

CONTINUITY: to je z wiki, ale tjjdn
rozumime si
taky se obcas ptam sama sebe (smerem k nedefinovanemu 'vnejsku') co je to ta normalnost
nicmene, ze maji psychiatri cloveka takhle rozparcelovaneho, rekla bych ze je jiny ucel nez naprimo diagnosticky - rekla bych ze je to proste jejich definovana vztazna soustava, soukromy strom zivota, par pevnych bodu ze kterych postavili svuj vesmir -- inu, dokud jim slouzi, at uzivaji v zdravi :)
rekla bych to takhle: je normalni byt hypomanicky.
vetsina lidi hypomanicka patrne neni (jedine ze by byla! ale patri tam i snizena potreba spanku a epizodicnost, takze spis ne).
vetsina Hranicnych si oddechne, kdyz prejde "pouze" do hypomanie (z manie plne bludu a barevneho sveta)
(roche: ja barevny svet ale nevidim, jen jsem to cetla! ;))

TRUCE: lol, to je ovšem doost vypečená porucha.

Je tam někde v té knize definována "normálnost" či "zdraví"...? Jen abych si kontrolovala, jak moc smím mít sexuální energie a jak moc musím potřebovat spát, aby to bylo ještě ok ;)

LIBRIUM: tak to pak jo...

ale jak jsi to napsal předtím, to mi přišlo právě, že dokud si člověk trénuje zastavování vlaků ze strany či zezadu a neleze před ně ;), a při plánování reorganizace světa zvládá programovat, doplňovat zboží či chodit na pracák ;), je to co uvádíš zbytečně drastické opatření ;)))

ZOEL: dekuji Zoel, napsala jsem jim, zvedava kolik si reknou..
jsem na ne zapomela/rozhodla se na ne z duvodu ze draaho nemyslet, ale tak uvidime kolik to bude

TRUCE: a co [ STONED MOVING AGENCY ] ?

Ayeee !

prosim, hledam nekoho s autem, kdo by me odstehoval, nejlip dnes

ze zizkova do holesovic
podle moznosti za nijak horentni peniz (jako 7set fakt ne..) veci si odnosim sama.

gratz! :)

jsem nevedela ze foneticky prepis meho jmena je holandsky :)
dokonce jej nosila znama architektova muza

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Truus_Schr%C3%B6der-Schr%C3%A4der :: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerrit_Rietveld

"Risingson"

[3d]

I seen you go down to a cold mirror
It was never clearer in my era so
You lick a shine upon your forehead or
Check it by the signs in the corridor
You light my ways through the club maze
We would struggle through the dub daze

I see myself in there upon my lover
It's how you go down to the men's room sink
Sad we talk of how madmen think
I see myself in there upon my lover
I don't know her from another miss
I don't know you from another
See me run now you're gone...dream on

[Daddy G]

Why you want to take me to this party and breathe
I'm dying to leave
Every time we grind we know we severed lines
Where have all those flowers gone
Long time passing
Why you keep me testing, keep me tasking
You keep on asking

[3d]

Toy-like people make me boy-like
Toy-like people make me boy-like
They're invisible, when the trip it flips
They get physical, way below my lips
And everything you got hoi-poloi like
Now you're lost and you're lethal
And now's about the time you gotta leave all
These good people...dream on

Nicer than the bird up in the tree top
Cheaper than the chip inside my lap top
All the variations you could do with me
Nicer than the girl up in your mind you're free

[Daddy G]

Automatic crystal remote control,
They come to move your soul

[3d]

You're gonna fade into the background
Like a better smoke'll bring you back round
Like a man slide inside you my dear
Your cheap beer's filled with crocodile tears
See 'em run now you're gone...dream on

Toy-like people make me boy-like
Toy-like people make me boy-like

I found a reason
I found a reason

Dream on
Dream on
Dream on

URZA: njn, iste...len ten rychlik, ked stoji clovek na kolajniciach a pekelne sa sustredi na bliziacu sa lokomotivu...

LIBRIUM: doporucoval bych ale napred ten napad na preorganizovani sveta a zalidneni marsu nekam napsat a postnout a rychlik ukrutnym soustredenim aspon ze srandy zkusit zastavit.. asi hodne historickych postav ktere posunuli nasi civilizaci nekam dal by se muselo dnes lecit ;]

ale inak nie, pi dostatok tekutin a medituj.

TRUCE: liecit -- keby to prerastalo do stavu, ze dostanes jednu noc napad, ako preorganizovat svet a zaludnit Mars alebo nutkanie, zastavit rychlik ukrutnym sustredenim sa, tak sa nahlas v Bohnicich, odovzdaj doklady a cennosti a vypytaj si Dépakine a Cisordinol Acutard do prdele a jednu postel na nekludovom.
LITTLELI: WHO, nie psychologovia.

F30.0 to je cislo supliku, kam te zaradil psycholog?

LIBRIUM: mam sa dat liecit? :)
F30.0 Hypománia Poruchu charakterizuje pretrvávajúca mierna nadnesenosť nálady, zvýšená energia a aktivita a zvyčajne aj výrazné pocity dobrej pohody a telesnej aj duševnej výkonnosti. Častá je aj zvýšená sociabilita, veľavravnosť, prílišná familiárnosť, zvýšená sexuálna energia a znížená potreba spánku. Tieto prejavy sa nevystupňúvajú natoľko, aby vyvolali zmätok v práci alebo sociálne odmietanie. Namiesto zvyčajnej euforickej sociability sa zriedkavejšie zjavuje podráždenosť, namyslenosť a hrubé správanie. Poruchy nálady a správania nesprevádzajú halucinácie a bludy.

TRUCE: hypománia.

In The Midst Of Flaming Ruins [ordo rosarius equlibro] -- jo vim, ze uz tu byla

In the midst of flaming ruins sits a scarlet woman bare
Bearing arms of blooded silver sitting stalwart on a mare
She has journeyed through salvation she has journeyed all alone
She has journeyed through the twilight to find shelter in the sun
Lashed inside a raven corset wearing heels immersed in ash
Underneath her raven cloister she is blooded, bruised and scratched
She has journeyed through forever turning feathers into stone
Dressed in nothing but her girdle she bears carnage in her soul
In the midst of blood and fire sits a scarlet woman still
She is waiting for completion waiting patiently, tranquil
She has journeyed through purgation watching crimson turn to black
She is waiting for perfection scratching symbols in her back
Clenching hands reveal a dagger made of silver, made of led
She is cutting crests of crimson carving symbols in the dead
From the apex of perfection hangs the loving Jesus crowned
Crowned in thorns of misconception as a beacon to the blind
In the midst of my desires sits a scarlet woman pure
She has journeyed through the slaughter to unveil the truth of four
Lashed inside her blooded girdle she is waiting for the rain
To deliver her from evil and deliver her from pain
Only seconds after waiting golden rain begins to fall
It relieves her aching body and revives the burning soil
As a consequence of murder foursome rises from the dew
To desire more than nothing is a hunger of the few

OVERDRIVE: jj hezké :))