Have you ever felt nothing?
Not even pain?
No grief and no sorrow
But still felt insane?
Have you ever felt lonely?
Even with all your friends around
You try to scream your lungs out
But when you open your mouth
There’s absolutely no sound?
Have you ever felt angry?
That you want to rip it all away
All the pain and sorrow
Just to survive another day?
Have you ever felt these feelings?
All cropped into one soul
Ever felt that you keep falling
Into a dark, and endless hole?
Have you ever felt used?
Hurt, and left alone
Bleeding in a corner
With a heart that turned to stone?
Have you ever felt empty?
Not knowing who to be
And when you look into a mirror
There’s nothing there to see?
Have you ever felt that time stood still?
Even though people pass you by
That they don’t see or care
If you decide to live or die?
I feel them everyday
And night when I’m asleep
The scars might seem shallow
But the wounds
They go so deep.
All these feelings I keep locked away
For no one there to see
So there’s nothing left inside
There’s nothing left to be
“I wish that I could help you...
Take away your pain...”
I’ve heard these lines so many times
But they all seem in vain.
Please give me a reason
For my soul to survive
Please give me a reason
To not end my life