kinda like a cloud I was up
way up in the sky
and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes I don't believe them myself
and I decided I was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but I watched it way too long
it was pulling me down
shut up so what
what does it matter now
I was swimming in the haze
now I crawl on the ground
and everything I never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
I used to be so big and strong
I used to know my right from wrong
I used to never be afraid
I used to be somebody
I used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
I used to want it all
I used to be somebody
I'll cross my heart
I'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and I don't even know why
what I used to think was me is just a fading memory
I looked him right in the eye and said goodbye