Depression.
Depression is a feeling like any other. Love, hate, joy, fear.
Its a tool.Its a way of expressing yourself. Its a chance to develop. Evolve.
You can either use it,
or get rid of it.

But if you decide to use it, you've gotta go all the way.
You might lose close to everything. People you love, people you hate, touch with reality.
You might even lose yourself.
The further you go, the more painful its going to be.
Eventually, you die.

But the only way out, is thru.

Have you ever had the feeling of spitting out your own blood ?
Its the best feeling in the world.

Boj. Zmena. Sila. Krasa. Budoucnost.

SHE wakes up early to get ready for school.
Shower. Hair. Face. Clothes.
Wink at the mirror, Perfect.

SHE grabs her lunch her mom packed her.
Sandwhich. Apple. Soda. Chips.
Food for the trashcan, Perfect.

SHE is the most popular person in her classes.
Spanish. Algebra. Chemistry. English.
Failing all but one, Perfect.

SHE drops her bag on the floor and runs a bath.
Popularity. Friends. Tears. Pain.
Looks at the stranger in the mirror, Perfect.

"Nekteri lide v usili vytvorit si svet, kam by nemohla proniknout zadna hrozba zvenci, prilis zesili svou obranu proti vnejsu - proti cizim osobam, novym mistum, odlisnym zkusenostem - a nitro nechavaji nechrane. Od te doby zacne Horkost pusobit nenapravitelne skody.
Hlavnim cilem Horkosti je vule.
Lide postizeni touto chorovou si postupne prestavaji cokoliv prat a za nekolik let uz nedokazou vyjit ze sveho sveta - proto ze obrovske rezervy energie promrhali na stavbu vysokych hradeb, aby realita byla takova, jakou ji chteji mit.
Soucasne s tim, jak se vyhybaji vnejsim stretum, omezuji svuj vnitrni rust. Dal chodi do prace, divaji se na televizi, stezuji si na dopravu a maji deti, ale to vsechno probiha samovolne a bez nejakych silnych vnitrnich emoci - protoze koneckoncu vse je 'pod kontrolou'.
Velkym problemem otravy Horkosti je, ze take vasne - nenavist, laska, zoufalstvi, nadseni, zvedavost - se prestavaji projevovat. Po nejake dobe uz zahorkla osoba vubec po nicem netouzi. Nechce se ji ani zit, ani umrit, a v tom je ten problem."